Sunday, February 13, 2005
could you see the extreme opposites my emotions were on friday?
low, way way low. (after spending a whole day running for cross country and then going shopping in town and being bombarded by more than a person's fair share of tolerance for pink. of which i quite like but am inclined to throw something black into the sea of pink which would make it really pretty and contrasting.)
THEN A SUPER HIGH.
of which Sonya remarked to that and asked if i was drunk.
i wasn't drunk.
tmr's v day and i'm not sure whether to be thankful or not that i'm single. perhaps that was what contributed to the varying degrees of emotion. i supposed in some ways i can just count my blessings. everyone envies the other for certain things, grass is always greener on the other side. blah blah blah. oh well, at least i can be thankful that i have my good pals. anyway, chelsea won everton 1-0. do you recognize a pattern? i think the last time they played each other, the score was also 1-0 and it was also a second half goal. 12 points in the lead...
sometimes i just wish i had someone to buy things for me. someone other than your parents because it makes me feel quite bad asking them to buy stuff for me that should be considered a luxury. other than that, the other more practical solution than counting on other people is counting on yourself. i have decided to try to save money. i actually had a 100 bucks before CNY but my hair ate it up, and i think my earrings ate it up too. among other stuff. whatever.
i think i just love everyone... so to all my friends, a great big shout out because i've suddenly gotten attacked by a huge case of the HIGHS due to " You to me are everything" playing on the computer that ..
I Love You
P.S. if you're hoping my HIGH will last more than a while, i'm sorry to disappoint you. i'm going to go back to the cynical depressive persona that seems slightly more natural than HIGH me. after all, HIGH me is artificial though i can be high naturally. and i don't think i make much sense. but i promise to smile more... right Hweeeee?
low, way way low. (after spending a whole day running for cross country and then going shopping in town and being bombarded by more than a person's fair share of tolerance for pink. of which i quite like but am inclined to throw something black into the sea of pink which would make it really pretty and contrasting.)
THEN A SUPER HIGH.
of which Sonya remarked to that and asked if i was drunk.
i wasn't drunk.
tmr's v day and i'm not sure whether to be thankful or not that i'm single. perhaps that was what contributed to the varying degrees of emotion. i supposed in some ways i can just count my blessings. everyone envies the other for certain things, grass is always greener on the other side. blah blah blah. oh well, at least i can be thankful that i have my good pals. anyway, chelsea won everton 1-0. do you recognize a pattern? i think the last time they played each other, the score was also 1-0 and it was also a second half goal. 12 points in the lead...
sometimes i just wish i had someone to buy things for me. someone other than your parents because it makes me feel quite bad asking them to buy stuff for me that should be considered a luxury. other than that, the other more practical solution than counting on other people is counting on yourself. i have decided to try to save money. i actually had a 100 bucks before CNY but my hair ate it up, and i think my earrings ate it up too. among other stuff. whatever.
i think i just love everyone... so to all my friends, a great big shout out because i've suddenly gotten attacked by a huge case of the HIGHS due to " You to me are everything" playing on the computer that ..
I Love You
P.S. if you're hoping my HIGH will last more than a while, i'm sorry to disappoint you. i'm going to go back to the cynical depressive persona that seems slightly more natural than HIGH me. after all, HIGH me is artificial though i can be high naturally. and i don't think i make much sense. but i promise to smile more... right Hweeeee?
posted by christine | 4:35 PM
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